I have long been a fan of role playing games. However, this is the first time that I have actually role played - and boy is it enjoyable. I think the reason for this is that Skyrim is the first game that actually feels like a living, breathing, world, so I actually care about playing my part in it, as opposed to just trying to be the most powerful being in it. I came across a man and a woman going to a wedding with fine gifts and murdered them just out of habit, as I would in previous rpgs, to get their loot...but I instantly felt dirty. It just didn't suit the character I was portraying. So, I loaded my last save file and told them to have a nice day. What an awesome experience.
That being said, I simply CANNOT allow myself to turn the difficulty below Adept! Foolish pride? Most likely...but I just can't do it. For my next character, I want to start a pure theif, but in doing so I will likely have to go novice to complete the main quest. Anybody else have similar feelings?
Funny because I experienced something similar a few days ago.
I was exploring the lighthouse outside Solitude for a quest. I bumped into the lighthouse keeper in his little lighthouse apartment and summarily killed him. Then I'm standing there thinking about how this poor guy probably has a miserable existence just maintaining this stupid lighthouse all day. He's got a crappy little living space - just cooking ingredients, a couple chairs, table and bed. So I reloaded my game and left him alone.
Just funny how I actually felt guilty for shooting a pretend arrow at what amounts to a collection of digital polygons wrapped up in a texture.