I gain energy by being alone, and expend it by interacting with people. The longer I go interacting with people, the more depressed I get.
Nothing makes me happier than when I'm completely alone. Only then can I talk to the only person who really understands me: myself.

I can't do relationships anyways. Like, literally can't do them. There are people who can't swim, and people who can't drink milk. Steampunk can't relationships.