Okay I have started up my evil Orc and he is on his way to being a complete bastard. My background for him is that he is a warlord from cyrodill who raided the countryside and killed tons of people, partaking in black magic and daedra worship to strengthen his power, until he is caught by the imperials on the northern border. My question for the forum is, since I wanted this guy to be a complete badass, how can I add in my orc's killing of the dragon for whiterun in the beginning and gaining the ability to shout and still allow it to fit in with his evil background, I mean I don't think he knew he would absorb the dragon's soul (unless one of the daedric lords he worships, specifically daghon, prophecized it).

Basically why did he help farengar and Balgruuf if he is evil? Lol like evil in the way that he kills anyone he meets on the road and tea bags them for hours

power, my friend.

You get your first chance to fight a dragon, prove yourself against the winged beast of legend.

It'll all come to place, I'm doing the mainquest with my breton vampire and it feels right, unlike other previous characters of mine that I simply asked myself "Why am i doing this?"

To gain power/weapons/abilites you sometimes have to feign loyalty to those around you. The art of the master manipulator

You can be coerced by Molag Bal to abuse your blessing from Kynareth and wreck havoc with it.

This.

Soon as I heard molag bal voice in skyrim my character was corrupted instantly and she was a witch hunter. She then turned into a masochist and sadist my character parents must be sad panda's since they hunt daedra worshippers and other "abominations".

Ontopic:Self preservation plus its not everyday you get to contend with a dragon.