Yeah I fell you man.

My Senior year is starting in a month, and I'm starting to get that out into the real world anxiety feeling, like everything and everyone I've ever known is slipping away...

I recommend playing video games all day and partying all night

Well, I can be very optimistic, humble and jovial with a lot of respect for everyone (unless the people are users and/or abusers). I am a great listener and can empathise with just about anyone. I guess that making other people feel good about themselves attracts them to me.

After high school is when college starts.

But yes, I feel a little down when I haven't been in education for a while. I get a learning high on the first day back after breaks, love it.

This. And if you can't get into a university try to go to one of their community colleges and work your way into the university. At least in a way so you only have to pay tuition and no room stuff.

Or alternatively get a job.

Why can't maintaining friendships be like the Sims?

Does it have nothing to do with sixual aura?

I had the same aimless and depressing type of feeling a few weeks after graduating as well, it lasted quite some time until I figured out what I was going to do. That and becoming used to life outside of high school. You will adapt emotionally and get back on track.

Think about it, you've been going to school every Monday through Friday for 12 years. During those 12 years you were being directed and told what to do in school and even at home most of the time. Pondering the past years and dwelling on things you could've done different is normal, just try and make the best out of what you have now.


Furthermore, you also have to decide on what you want to do in the future, and you probably have no one directing you. Before you know it you will have been out of high school for 2 years, you could be in college or have a job somewhere.

I found that there are basically 2 roads to choose from: go to college and study while deciding on a career or apply for a job and slowly move your way up.

Agreed, but with the caveat that life is better with good friends. Bad friends or just incompatible ones can drain on you.

I go so far to say that theres nothing such as a bad friend. Just good friends and people you occasionally spend time with.
If they're a "bad" friend to you, then they're probably not your true friend at all.

or play video games all day, netflix all those shows you never had time to watch. stay up all night several nights in a row.

INDULGE YOUR INNER 5 YEAR OLD!!!

on a more serious note: go to public places and talk to random people. sure, 1/10 will be really annoyed and brush you off, however there are two benefits. 1) it does not take as long to meet some people you could potentially hang out with (we're talking in a manner of an hour here).

2) after embarrassing your self several times, but continuing to force yourself to keep talking to random people, you will start to build charisma by whittling away any lack of self confidence you had.

One thing I've learned going from anti-social and depressed to relatively "normal" person was that Confidence is one of the most important things you can have. Think of what you don't like about yourself and change it. It is possible, sometimes you need outside help, I was very lucky to have a teacher who genuinely cared about me and helped me a lot.


Just remember, people aren't as mean or judgmental as you may think. And if they are, then they aren't worth the effort to know.