I feel as though i've done alot but the more i learn here, thru these forums and elsewhere like youtube and Skyrim Mod sites, the more i feel as though i'm a greenhorn newbie and i am barely scraping the surface of what The Elder Scrolls V has to offer. All of these great things seem to be only obtainable for those playing on a PC.
I am both in awe by the advantages of mods and highly jealous of them as well. It feels to me like the gap between my limited experience and what hardcoe Skyrim players experience is so vast i will never know what this game has to offer. I feel like i'm playing a demo version of what someone could be truly experiencing if they were to use the creation kit and download mods, not to mention everything i have yet to learn.
I don't know if this is really a question or maybe more of a topic of general discussion, but if there is a question to be asked it might be, "Is it worth it to leave my comfort zone of the console system and focus my time and energy on keeping my computer updated enough to run Skyrim (and future TES games) and learn the in's and out's of modding, creating etc...?"
it seems like a lot to learn but maybe its more intimidating than it is.