So guys I have this big problem which I don't know how to fix what so ever. So you see it all started when I ask out this redneck girl, now me being a tall black guy and having no idea she was redneck at the time it was pretty funny to find out from friends later, but anyway she told me she had a boy friend and I believed her. Now her friend definitely like me a lot at the time and she was very beautiful and very close to my ideal girl, but at the time I still like that other girl who was a redneck and I realized that if I went out with her and had to hang out with the redneck girl I realized I still would like her a lot and hurt her friend in the process. So I decide not to go out with the friend because of that and due to me being extremely shy to girls I like and in girls in general. Now fast forward a couple months later and I see this tall light skin girl with dirty blond hair who had the most lovely blue eyes, but me being extremely shy back then didn't help with me getting her and she ended probably hurt that I seemed to not like her but when I really did in the end. Now move on to 2012 ending of summer, now am at school waiting in line to get my locker and am wearing a white t-shirt which shows off how fit I was getting(work out like hell during summer time) and the redneck girl friend shows up with this girl who my friend of friend was persistent about her going out with me, now I did ask him what she thought of me and she said she doesn't date black guys, but my god he made it so much worse by keep on asking her to go out with me(I never told him to do that he just started all that on his own, which the girl thought it was me telling to do that, but I got around to apologizing to her about my friend of friend terrible behavior) so anyway the friend and that girl both show up wearing short shorts jeans version and a tank top, but due to my incredible self control I manage to refrain myself from going up to her and make small talk which would turn awkward due to my shy nature, but instead of that happening she went over to her friend who was right next to me, and it took all my will power to stay cool and just wait until I got my locker, and eventually the girl left and I got my locker. Okay now am in my junior year of high school and due to fate liking play tricks on my love life I had to dealt with a awkward experience, so after my second hour in class I have 5 minutes to get to my chem class while I do that I pass the redneck girl friend, but due to the time I have to get to class I don't have time to talk to her so I just keep on going and I be doing this for a whole semester, now after my chem class I realized that tall dirty blond hair girl is in the same hallway as me, now me being still shy at the time I couldn't talk to her even when she walks by me she stares at me for a few seconds before I get the chance to make eye contact with her. Now move forward a few months later and am at lunch hanging with my friends when my friends decide to go talk to the tall girl who they know I had a crush on and go ask her about me, but sadly she had a boyfriend but smiled when she realized it was me. Now 2 months later I believe the girl broke up with her boyfriend because every time I walk by her she always gave me that look of liking me, so I muster up a enough courage to talk to her and well it ended extremely awkward because she still had a bf and I told we could be friends and we can talk, but I ended repeating the lunch schedule I had last year while sounding like idiot. So it ended really bad, but the only good thing I got out of it was that confrontation broke the shell that made me so shy and I was finally able to talk to girls with no problem. While that was all good I realized I can talk to the redneck girl friend if am able to talk to her in private with none of her friends(who were there when I ask out the redneck girl) but the chance never came and eventually she still like me but hold a sort of of hate for me for being so shy at that point in time. Now here when things go from bad all the way to the devil armpit bad, the tall girl and the redneck girl friend are now hanging out with each other with some other girl who is apparently the redneck girl friend, and both of them hang out in the same lunch as I do and now we both stay away from each other but we both can see each other by just turning left. Now I really want to talk to these girls and explain my actions but I don't have the time and quite worried how will it play out. Now a few things to know about is: one I got roses from a friend in debate class and I decide to give it away to girls who never got any that valentine day and I did tried to give one to the tall girl and try to say I was sorry but she rejected it which made whole plan fall apart because the rose was a way of saying I'm sorry for actions in the past but weirdly the girls started hanging out closer to where I was when we tried to avoid each other in lunch right after I attempted to give her a rose, number 2; I have no idea what is the redneck girl friend name is what so ever or I would tried to send her rose with a sorry attach to it. So that my high school romance drama problem which am having a difficult time trying to figure out.