I don't claim to be a motivational speaker but should you chose to chose to ignore the advice presented thus far and persist in your anguish and self loathing (I still remember when you were a much better person).
Then perhaps an example is in order as to why you should pick your self up with self deliverance in mind in a way that I could not provide for myself. Don't do what I'm about to do and become another statistic who has chosen self termination. I'm sure there is some potential in your abilities but you must first get out of that borderline defeatist thinking or find yourself becoming less then what you were capable of. Take the initiative in your life rather then go down a path that you will later regret that can destroy whatever potential that there is in one's character. We got enough suicides and people with wasted life's as it is.
Then perhaps an example is in order as to why you should pick your self up with self deliverance in mind in a way that I could not provide for myself. Don't do what I'm about to do and become another statistic who has chosen self termination. I'm sure there is some potential in your abilities but you must first get out of that borderline defeatist thinking or find yourself becoming less then what you were capable of. Take the initiative in your life rather then go down a path that you will later regret that can destroy whatever potential that there is in one's character. We got enough suicides and people with wasted life's as it is.
Hey, I just sent you a message via PM and hope you will contact me that way. You have put us all in quite a position here. We want to help you. Please go to a friend, a relative, a minister, a teacher, a co-worker...anyone you trust and tell them what you are planning. Please respond to my message.
We care enough that we will contact authorities in your area. Please come and tell me that you will not harm yourself.
