Firstly - I travelled into the land of fallen soldiers to kill Alduin the same way I killed a Skeever or a Troll. I hit Elemental Fury, equip two daggers, and hacked Alduin to death. Pretty unsatisfying. I've Fought bears and sabre cats several times harder than this. I would have appreciated somthing more than shout clear skies 3 times and PWN Alduin with a stick.
Secondly - I chose NOT to kill Parthunax. I personally believe that he was responsible for guiding the Dragonborn to saving the world. Even though Parthunax lead Alduin's army against the humans, I feel as if he had redeemed himself. Now, that aside, I cannot express that in the game to Delphine. As such, I'm a criminal with the Blades. After I lead them to accessing Skyhaven temple (they wouldn't have even gotten there without the dragonborn) I cannot take anything in the temple. You save the world and still it isn't enough for Delphine to take your opinion? I'm not welcome in Skyhaven temple? What the hell? I wanted to slap Delphine and say "Your not welcome in MY temple GTFO!". At that point I took out my blade and tried to kill them both. They also seemed corrupt, and I personally did not want the blades in the world to control things behind the scenes. So I felt they needed to die. But low and behold, they are immortal.
I give kudo's to Bethesda for making a game where I can become immersed like this. But I hate the fact that I cannot do anything. The side quests in the game are more satisfying than the main quest. The world leaders don't even care that I killed Alduin. I was not prompted to go report my Triumph to the world. And there was no gratification after doing so. As such, I've dropped the game entirely. I just don't see the point in playing, because saving the world is not worth anything. Alduin didn't even drop anything. Why do any other quest with that character? I may make a character and forego the entire main quest arc. No shouts, just a character doing quests in the world.
Anyways. In the end I was just disappointed. And I wanted to share this opinion to see what others thought. Again I'm not debating this, nor am I bashing Bethesda. I have a collection of books in my house in Whiterun, and I've read most of them. Bethesda is the best, hands down, at creating believable worlds. They go to no lengths when it comes to design. Which I guess in this aspect played against them for me, this time around, as I've described above.
Thanks for reading.



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