What would an ex-Thalmor Justiciar who was dishonorably discharged (accidentally killed another thalmor; the other thalmor had gotten in the way of one of his spells), do when he found out that he hindered the Thalmor's plan by finishing the civil war?

If he is ate up about being a Thalmor then he'd kill himself if he couldn't find a way to start a new fight.

thought so :/ too bad. I really enjoyed playing him

Jump off the Throat of the World if you have made it that far. r use the Whirlwind Sprint Shout off of it.

Perhaps it's time for him to let go of the past and move on.

Hmmm, you got yourself stuck with the dishonorable discharge. Otherwise he could've taken on the job of double spy (the war had to end eventually) since he's probably become the right-hand man for either Ulfric or Tullius. He could always think death would be too easy on himself, and instead of killing himself do everything in his power to help the Thalmor's goals from the shadows, as redemption. And without ever allowing himself to return to the Thalmor, unless he ever manages to somehow conquer all of Tamriel and thus win the whole war for the Thalmor by himself.

Or, he could just go completely mad from guilt, self-hatred and the desperate need for forgiveness which will never come, as he very well knows.

Kindof what he was going for. He was discharged before the events of skyrim, and now he just learned about how the Thalmor want the war to go on (dossiers).


Kind of hard. (born in to the Aldmeri dominion, specially chosen for the thalmor)