My job, or should I say, (some of) my co-workers and my boss, stress me out every single day. I desperately need a new job, but until I can find something else, I just deal with this huge knot in the center of my chest whenever I have to work the next day. And all day while working. I'm caught between a rock and a hard place about it, because if I go to the administrator, it's my word against theirs and will I get canned? Or just make my situation worse by making an issue about it? So I just go to work every day with a knot in my chest... anxiety attacks svck. My parents and my room mate/co-worker want me to go tell the administrator because they are afraid I'm going to have a heart attack. Well, maybe it will finish me off and I won't have to work there anymore.

It doesn't make me cynical about the world, (other things do that) just about this particular place of employment and some employees.