Hey!

MAY CONTAIN SPOILERS THAT YOU DONT WANT TO KNOW!

So, yeah that is quite an odd title but it reflects how i feel,
Within the last few hours i have killed Alduin, got rejected by the Blade because i didnt want to kill Paarthurnax, ended up killing him anyway - something i still regret,
After that I continued on my quest line for the Stormcloaks only to find out that I am betraying one of my favorite NPC's, Jarl Balgruuf the Greater and taking over and almost destroying the City i loved - Whiterun.

I dont know how this happened, but I am actually despising the current feel of my Dragonborn - Id like to think that it speaks very highly about how immense this game truely is, never have i felt like this before in any other game.
Has this feeling happened to anyone else?

Also, is it possible to swap to the imperials after doing the quest to take over whiterun?
/Night