This is also pretty personal I guess so again don't be a jerk. K, thankz:)
I had the greatest oddest dream last night
I was for some reason in a red [censored] old car, I am driving down a street that has construction on one side and like freaken 10 kids around the age of 10-16 are crossing the street there so of course I stop than everyone starts screeming cuz a man with a gun comes up to me with a bag and makes me drive away with him the car, so he is kinda taking me hostages, I swerve to miss the children than keep on going, I end up near a building and I calmly talk to him saying blah blah you don't have to do this blah blah (XD) so he gets out of the car and gives me all the money and leaves me unharmed, I later go towards another building a bit farther off which just so happens to be a police station! O_O
I turn on the radio and lord be hold there was a robbery today where half a quarter of a million dollars was taken, I am shocked so I open the SMALL bag o find a box inside, kinda looks like a donut box but there was no way the box could have fit inside the small bag but it seems it did O_O Anyways I walk into the police station telling them i FOUND the bag with all the money inside and I was holding it right now, instead of telling them the truth incase they would think I was involved but than I hear on the radio that they have on there that the same red car I was driving was the GET AWAY CAR!!! So I was shocked than said "Oh, no my car is not red its pink"XD they laughed at me than took me into question, where I had to go in this big frieght elevator all the way down to some sewer looking place that had some kinda stand around it, looked like a boxing ring but without the strings around the sides and I was being chained up by my hands in the middle of it while other cops are on the side lines off the square stage thingy and one is there with me...My legs are spread as well tho not chained...
Anyways they beging to tell me how they know EVERYTHING about me and have looked at my personal file, I tell them I don't know what they are talking about *cuz well I don't, I don't have any big personal file* well it turns out in the dream I DO and it has EVERYTHING, from when I was a child to my freaking dreams and EVERY FETISH and Dark Secret I could think of in my mind but have only told few ppl like you.....So the start off with my grades (what they have to do with this idk) than they go on and on about other stuff I can't remember....I am scared of course cuz idk what is going on here O_O
They start to talk about my fav movies and how one of them is Hannibal series and one cop down below to my right starts saying how I love these movies, love them like a crazy person (I have not even watches these movies tho irl yet XD I own them but never watched them except for Hannibal Rising) I ended up biting my lip as if I was remember a part of the movies that got me...horny..
Than they get to the good stuff, they start talking about my cannibal fetishes and how I want to kill people and eat them and fantasize about this, I just stared back at them, most in confusion and "OMFG HOW DO THEY KNOW THIS [censored]?!!!" look on my face O_o
They start to explain in detail how I'd want to cut people up
(I am going to save all the detail for you since I am sure you rather not hear it, so I won't go into how it all looks and such ok?My dream was super detailed)
and eat them and bake them/cook them you name it, I got a look of series ness on my face that just as soon passed for laughing, IDK why i was laughing, maybe nerves, maybe I had finally cracked but I remember just laughing and laughing and than just smiling like how I have done in real life, its kinda a evil smile, a smirk if you will while he talked about all the things I want to do to ppl before i eat them like torture them and so on and so on and that smile just stayed in place...((I remember laughing like a crazy person before, I literally could not STOP MYSELF from laughing, I think it was the time when my ex almost [censored] me and I blacked out in a fit of hysteria once I realized what could have happen *shrugs*))
Than the scene turned to something else, I was outside on some remote Island, had no idea but I know it was a pretty big one, couldn't see the Ocean surrounding it but I KNEW it was there....I just started to walk and walk till I was at another building, was brown with age, kinda looked like a old style prision anyways to fastfoward some, I see other cop/guards coming towards me and them screaming at me, I run for it till I loss them and I see a nice boat that looks out of place in the area and walk by it, I am also carrying a bunch of butcher knives that I was NOT carrying before but they were strapped to my back.....I keep on walking than hear this voice in my head that sounds like a male's voice saying "We know what you are, monster, we know but you should come back to us *the prison he meant* and we will take care of you, dont kill anyone or anything" ((it was not what he really said but i can't remember most of it lol)) I shruged that off and all of a sudden ppl are behind me, they look nice and we talked and partied no one asked me where I was from or what was with the holder on my back that had the knives all wrapped inside it....It was nice, its like how I always want it, to no one bug me or pry into my life unless I want them to, specially if I was about to do something what most would consider vile..
It was night time time, I kept on remember all the cannibal ideas I had in my head and smiling and uttering alittle laugh here and there, I went to the boat, it was as big as a yacht and new as one to O_O, someone behind me said lets go fishing so we did, I set the yacht off to go and it went, we fished till morning...
Than again like a black out all i remember is bits and pieces of the dream where I am chopping up this man, first his legs with a butcher knife and blood is spraying every which way and I don't care, I see myself smiling from another point of view as if i am watching a show, I just see myself hack away at the meat and bone and moving up the body till its in nice chunks, I somehow find a freezer and put it all in the little protable freezer, than I go back to shore after mopping up the bloody mess and any chunks I didn't need I threw over the side of the boat....
I later on somehow notice no one else is at the camp site thing I was at last night and decide to spend the night in this shack, I open up a floor board and put the meat and everything in there, it seems like years go by and I semi forget about the meat(human) hidden under the floor boards, I remember and begin to cook and eat the parts I can find for breakfest years later *somehow they are still fresh O_O* than all of a sudden as I see myself eatting and ENJOYING all of this, (somehow had a BBQ there with me by the way the flesh ended up looking) I smiled than all of a sudden I pass out in a whole diffrent area, it looks like a normal modern room, not on a Island of any type just in a Hotel room with carpet, I don't have any blood on me or my knives and i wake up there but stay still cuz 3 girls and a dude are [censored] RIGHT next to me, I just stay still than fall asleep..
I feel arms on me and I am sitting in chair where I wake up and one of the girls is standing over me and says it is morning, she is dressed and leaving than she gives me a big bottle of Vodka of all things and I just gulp down half of it, it tasted like air so I didn't really get the taste of it since I have never had it IRL before XD, she also left me a lisbian mag to find girls for myself *somehow she knew??* I ended up going to the address shown in the mag where I find EVERY gender just [censored], there I am just looking AW struck with my Vodka in my hand......Than it goes down to me going into the building, seeing some human male monster thingys, me almost [censored] one,but getting no pleasure out of it at all ((of course-___- )) than me freaking out about leaving my Vodka in the building as it closes, I ask the police of all ppl to help who later find a dead body so they close off the area, thus i can never get my Vodka back than I WAKE UP!!
O_O odd dream no? Was great for the first part but I wonder what it all means if it it means ANYTHING, I can think of a few things tho .....
Sorry for any spelling or grammar errors, please no flaming. Thank You