Ever felt like no matter where you are in life or age, you always felt too diffrent from the othes? I live in a small town, have only about 2 friends and a cousin who I hang with once in a while, but do you also get an inner anger or irratation whenever you see someone you know? Like theyre having a time of their life, and you are just a mouse compared to them? I cant even bare to log on Facebook, because I just feel so miserable when seeing other peoples lives.

I doesnt help that I dont have any ambitions anymore. Im about to study in next year, but I constantly fear what I should do after that.

I just need some advice guys, i'd like to hear from anyone, expecially someone who never feel like they "belong" somewhere.

Welcome to my world. I couldn't feel more out of place and unwanted if I tried. Doesn't stop me from trying, though.

But what makes you keep trying? I havent made a new friend in years. Everyone at my job wants to chat with me, but whenever they're going out together, no one invites me. Someties you just want to give up. Same with woman, I keep trying but never succeed.

Oh no, I meant trying as in continuing to worsen my own situation. I've got some major depressive disorder or something. I do feel the same as you, but I'm doing the opposite of taking steps to improve it. Why should I when all attempts have failed in the past? Just don't make the mistake of giving up like I did; keep trying.

Edit: Wow, that sounded eerily similar to what someone else said on this forum..