» Sat May 12, 2012 6:02 pm
Here are some short ideas I support: sell the games, get a girl, get a gym membership, or start playing pick-up games of some sport with a group of current or new friends. Find something even more interesting. Exclusively play games with children between the ages of 11 and 14 for two weeks (to form strong negative associations).
How is your willpower in general? Have you ever dieted, forced yourself into a difficult routine, or abstained from something else (e.g. alcohol) for an extended period of time? When you're around someone's grandma, do you ever slip up and swear in front of her? Be honest with yourself, and realize what your current limits are. This really is the most important step. You say you want to be a professional pilot, right? Well, would you fly a plane you didn't know the specs for? If you're weak-willed, accept it, embrace it, and change it. Enlist the help of your mentally-tougher friends, and anyone else who will help you. Don't beat yourself up over any relapses. Instead, take them as an opportunity to rededicate yourself. If you are already tough-as-nails, this should be a cake walk.
Even if you can't get counseling, that doesn't mean you can't receive council from knowledgeable persons. Use google to find some articles, and have casual chats with psychology students / professors at your school. If anyone in your family knows anything about habit-breaking, talk to them. Your problem is a fairly minor one, so there's no reason to be embarrassed about asking strangers to help you out with it.