so im trying to make a house but i can not find a door that has logs to match the walls best i can find are planks im trying to find this door http://images.wikia.com/elderscrolls/images/8/8d/BedroomHoneyside.jpg or a smaller one of it

I think it's a Riften door so look at the doors with riften or RT in their name.

it is but i can not find it at all

Go into the riften bee and barb cell. There are two on the middle floor, one in the corner and one on the side wall. I cannot remember the id off the top of my head.

It'll be perfect for you because it is really deep so can be clipped-in pretty much any wall nicely. You'll need to use the riften load doors with it.

- Hypno

riften load doors?