» Wed Nov 21, 2012 10:27 am
"You mean like the sort you might find hiding out in the wilderness? I pity them. Most probably didn't want to be as they are. But some... well, let's just say that if you intentionally tried to be a vampire, because you wanted power or something... maybe you are a monster. Those sorts give us all a bad name. If I may say so, though: if you find yourself in a quandary about whether you can kill your feral brethren, I won't penalize you for it. Many are too addled by bloodlust to think clearly, much less give up the fight, or let you pass in peace. Fighting, and inevitably, killing them may be the only way to protect yourself from grievous harm... Sneak around them if you can, but if not... Kill them to defend yourself, but don't think of it as a "mercy kill" -- that cheapens what little life they had left. And certainly don't enjoy it."
"Yes, I bite people. But only sometimes, and never with malice... I don't like what I am any more than you do. And I would gladly be cured, except that... Well... it's just... all my life all I heard about vampires was that they were things to be feared and hated. But now, being one, I can't say that that's entirely justified. I'm not a monster, am I? I don't go around killing or eating people, I just mind my own business and try to do what's right, like any other citizen. If I'm not a monster, what's the point of a cure? If I'm not a monster, then I'm still the same as I ever was, and no one sees that, or wants to see that... Anyway, I wondered if all the vampires that you hear about, all the really horrific and bloodthirsty ones... were just like me. You know, accidents. Never meaning any harm... just unable to control what they are. And I got to thinking: why do we shun these poor creatures and try to kill them? Shouldn't we try to help them instead? Sometimes I think that it's ordinary people who are monsters, when they don't know the whole story."
"...How dare you say that? I haven't done anything wrong... it was an accident. What did you expect, that I'd kill myself instead, or leave my friends and family to hide with a vampire coven in some dank cave? Or do you mean that just being a vampire makes me evil? That by merely existing, I am innately worthy of your scorn and hatred? How narrow-minded."
"What have I ever done to you? What did I do to deserve death? Existed, is that it?"
"Society needs to be reminded that all vampires were men once, no matter what they are now. And like men, some vampires are good and some are evil..."
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Alternative viewpoints:
"If the vampires are as well-behaved as I'm sure [is intended], then it would be perfectly benign. However, such creatures are ruled by an inborn nature that conflicts with all rational thought. I'm sure you've had situations where you've felt yourself consumed by emotions you never intended to feel. Now imagine that you were overwhelmed, not by emotion, but by bloodlust. Any man runs a risk of becoming a monster, if the situation is right. Or wrong, I should say. And if things get out of hand... if the tiniest thing goes awry... the Imperial City could be confronted by a covert group of vampires preying on its citizens. And we could prevent that."
"To help your group succeed, to make it public, would create sympathy for our fellow creatures of the night. It is a sympathy that many of them do not deserve. Most, if not all, vampires revel in their way of life. It sickens me. You and I bear our burden with dignity and restraint; they, with a perverse joy in their power. It would be wrong to lend my support, to give unwarranted compassion to those who do not deserve it. I am sorry to disappoint you, my friend."
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Quotations, yes, but of my own. A usually-undisclosed modding project, and, in my opinion, some of my strongest writing.
The top quotations are largely polemical and from the same character, a "good" vampire. The bottom quotations are from a non-vampire and a certain vampire from Oblivion.