Unless of course, you found the sight pleased you, and that is what worries you. Then, we have a whole new problem.
Well, I'd be lying if I said I'd never thought about us being an "item", so that was definitely a factor in me asking if I should apologize. Sometimes I think I act too much like I'm her boyfriend (people have actually thought I was, too) and I didn't want her to think I keep "accidentally" finding her like that. 'Specially since I'm not sure if (you'll give me a moment to get cheesy on you. Then again, I suppose it doesn't matter because I'm doing it anyway!) I'm going with my heart or my brain on this one.
I KNOW it would be a bad idea, I just think we're too different to ever work as a couple. At the same time, I've never actually legitimately cared for somebody before. Though at 17, I suppose that's par for the course. Don't worry, I'm not about to confess my undying love for her; I know it's most likely just a crush, but how strong it is kinda throws me off. Plus, I'd have to go against one of my most strongly held beliefs and wedge myself between an existing couple, which just seems slimy and underhanded to me.... Then again, "alls fair in love and war", eh?
Also, I'm sorry for the long post, and keeping this thread alive past it's original need. Mamagato's post just caught me off guard, and got me thinking. I also find it strangely theraqeutic to pour one's heart out on the Internet, where you don't have to worry about being judged.
Next time I get the urge, I promise I'll bring it to a forum that accepts these kind of threads. I probably wouldn't have posted this, save for the fact I just spent the last hour typing this up on my iPod!