After a long day of gathering bear hides and selling them to the riften traders, I come home, and see my wife using MY alchimy table, that Took me forever to get.. I told her in the past to no touch it, but she doesn't listen to me. I shoved her, and things got out of hand, and next thing I know, I am beating her bad... I have tried to hold my temper, but when she doesn't listen to me.. I just can't take it.... I have hit her in the past, but this time it was bad. I had to have my house karl drag her off the floor. I am trying to find a priest of mara, that can give us couple counsling, but I dunno if it will work... I sometimes I really just enjoy hitting her... But I want kids of my own, and I am affriad if i keep hitting her she won't bear my childern.