Hey guys, haven't made a thread in a while. My meds, coffee and music are putting me in a fast typing mood
Anyways, if you were to be a game protagonist, who would you choose? I'll extend this to blank slate protagonists as well, like Pvt. Miller from WaW or something like that.(maybe what that blank slater went through resonates with you)
However, *please* use spoiler tags, and give the title of the game so no one is playing Russian Roulette, as I will do the same.
If I had to be a protagonist, I would choose the protagonist of Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 3
The characters experience, both from the perspective of the male, and the female from p3p(who I personally enjoyed more, I felt like I related to her a bit more, and she looks similar to how I identify) got to me. And since just the six of your char changed the story around a bit, it got me pretty hard when I played through the game twice.
Persona 3 spoilers
So even on a random day, you could just walk around town for an hour, or study in a creepy, ominious environment, for reasons you don't know why it even exists. All of a sudden you are grouped with people who become your friends, and opportunities are laid out for you. This is most likely the best and most productive time of your life. Your life has meaning, to save the city from the Shadow threat. I'd feel like a hidden savior, protecting the place from things that would destroy it. Not to mention, whether you wanted it or not, you are appointed battle commander and your friends look to you for guidance.
You get to experience a fulfilling life, and then you got to accept the fact you won't get to enjoy it any longer as the world is being ended by Death itself and there's no way you can kill death. It's said that you'll miss things the most that have been taken from you, and in this case, would be the time for making each moment count.
To me, knowing the hour of your doom is a bittersweet blessing, not a curse. I like to face such things head on, not let it catch me off guard. But it'd be something different to be going to school, knowing the world ends in two weeks and everyone else is so happy, but that is the burden you chose for yourself. You could have chosen to forgot and slightly delay the end of the world. It would pain me, but I'd feel like I'd be doing the right thing.
And on that day, everyone else experiences the Dark Hour. Everybody's world is turned upside down. Death comes to grant mankind's wishes and have its flame extinguished permanently. Your party alone ascends to the top of the world to meet it, alone. If the world must end, at least look the damn thing in the eyes. I'd kill to have a resolution as strong as that. That's the way I want to go. But that would quickly fade away as you realize Death really is...well, immune to itself. No one can withstand its might. Not even you. While everyone is bound by the suffocating presence, you know what to do. You have already accepted your fate, and you will go through with it so that no one else may have to. You have a bond with Death as well. You know what to do, and you are unsure you can do it alone. But in the face of doubt, you remember that you have such great friends who support you no matter what, so much that they followed you into a suicide battle. With the strength of their support, you give up all your lifes energy to seal Death away, so that everyone else may keep theirs. Even with all the bad stuff people do, and will continue to do, you feel it's worth saving anyway.
No one else will remember your sacrifice, but who needs glory.
To me, that's why I'd like to be the p3 protagonist. He's given a new lease on life, gets a meaningful, fulfilling life, and willingly gives it up for a meaningful, fulfilling death. I doubt I'll get either of those things the way it's going for me. I'll probably work 9-5 and just drop dead one day. I've always had a fascination with death, and I just want a good one, one that I can be aware of and be proud of, even it means a shorter life instead.
So, which protagonist would you be? I'm curious as to what you guys say.