» Tue May 08, 2012 1:58 am
The light is weak and dim, it caress the carriage of the prisoners, melting with the starlight. The guards are around the fire, chanting racist hymns and laughing loud, enjoying the trip, with the help of a pair of naked women dancing before them. The prisoners, instead, are chained at their seats. They seat still, looking at the moon, thinking about death. Death, it is truly what they deserve, the last gift a life of crimes, or even a single one, will give to them. It's all that remains for these sinners.
But they're not silent, of course. There've been stories, many ones, in the pale night. Every doomed one whispered his torment, his sins, his wicked life, trying to free himself from the cage of memories, to face the journey to the end without regret. It's vain, true, but what can they have now if not a shadow of hope?
But one have not spoken, not yet. He is far from the others, sitting in a corner, alone. The others leave him there, forgotten or maybe feared, for he isn't like them. In the mass of blonde and pale Nords, tanned Imperials and lizardous Argonians, he is the only shade of grey, the only Dunmer. Streaks of thin scars scratch across his face, visible only when the light hits them, and his white hair cover his face, hanging loose and touching his shoulders, covering the eyes.
He is silent. He hasn't spoken, he waits. But he knows he will. He will wait the dead of the night, the time when the friendly, shiny stars have turned to burning eyes watching to your soul, when the gentle breeze is a demonic whisper. Then he will speak.
And the time come. He looks up, watching his companions. And they all shiver in fear, for his eyes are not the ones of a human or a mer. They're burning in a terryfing lack of faith, red and violet and black, every colour lasting only a couple of seconds. His rough, raspy voice breezes through the air, telling a story.
"And now, it's my turn to repent, to look at my past and cry and beg for mercy, like you scum. Am I right? Well, I don't want to. But I will tell you my tale, my life, my revenge, for I will die tomorrow and it will live only in your memories, and in the ones of who you will tell my story. Probably, you will die too, but it doesn't matter. Nothing does, anymore.
I was born in Morrowind, like many of my kin. I don't remember a lot about my hometown, my homeland, even my first days.I guess they were thoughtless, maybe even happy, if I know what this word means. But I remember one thing: the pillage. One day, I think something like twenty, twenty-four years ago, a band of mercenaries, but I think that slavers will make more sense, attacked my village. They [censored] the women, they killed the men, they took everything. Very traditional pillagers, weren't they? Of course, they enslaved us: everybody was locked in chains, and we were taken away, to the Nord, to this very corner of Nirn. The journey was, to say the least, a torture. Many of us died, others were injered and were left behind, for the wolves, and even one or two of the slavers got lost in a torment and never returned. But we arrived in one city, after many days of struggling, and things begane to be worst. We were exposed in the markets, we were tried by potential costumers, you know the drill. My mother was [censored], again and again, in front of me... yeah, I forgot: my father died along the path. But he has always been a weak one, I never missed him too much. Oh, and they [censored] me as well. Dozens of times. By the time, a was a young boy, still androgine like all the children, and many men liked me... I cried a lot, during these raqes, but as they beat me, I learnt to cry silently. It was the only way I had to suvive.
Well, to be honest, it didn't last for a long time... After a few months, I was bought. My new owner was a young Altmer, his name Azius, like I've learnt afterward. He was violent, a brute. He puched and kicked me, many times a day, and my time with him was another step closer to hell. But he was only a fa?ade, a grunt of a big organization. I don't know its name even now, but it was a scourge, a blight of this land. It was a coven of necromancer, a breeding lair for zombies and other undead atrocities atrocities. And Azius took me in their hide, a deep cave connected with a desecrated and forgotten temple, hidden somewhere in the mountains. Don't ask me what mountains, I don't know. I wandered so much from then, mindless, without memories.
And there I lived for many years, more than a young boy can count in a lightless pit. I served as a dog, guarding their home, eating the remaining of their food from the floor... I was a toy, either used to fight in a pit with other desperate kids, or in a bed, [censored] again, like before. I had no friend, for I didn't trust anyone, and I didn't talk either. They taught me that with the whips, they said that an animal didn't need words.
And indeed an animal I was. That's the only reason why I'm still alive. Like a beast, I lived upon their remains, and my wounds closed by themselves, with the time. I developed many abilities to survive, in that time. Growing up I became a being of raw wildness, built to survive. But I won't say more about my youth, if you can call it so. I won't talk about the abuses, the violence, the boiling hate that filled my veins for many years. I will instead talk about the most important event of my life: in fact, it was my death.
Yes, it could seem a joke now. I'm here breathing, am I not? But I'm not the same one that I was...
What a mess. Let me start from the beginning of my resurrection: one day, a pair of years ago, the necromancers decided to create what they called Raa'Zared, the unliving champion. I don't know what they intended to use it for, but it was an unholy, monstrous abomination, and they needed a living being to create it. Because it wasn't a normal undead, raised from the dead. To create it, they had to perform surgeries and enchanting on a person, someone resistent enough to survive all of this madness. Well, they chose me. Like I said, I was strong, I survived for years. I was a rarity, a beast of raw hate and toughness. I was perfect.
And so, they had fun on me. They broke my bones, cut them out of me and replaced them with better ones. They rip my muscles off, placing troll ones in their place. They gave me the mouth of a vampire, and its curse, mitigated. I can svck blood, but I don't need it, and neither the sun can kill me. They enhanced my brain, cutting it open and placing some xenos pieces in it. I don't even want to think about what I have, literally, on my head.
And they've got a final surprise. After a week and two days of unbearable pain, in which I fell to madness, they cut my chest open a last time. They opened my heart, very carefully, making sure I would have survived, and they placed a bone shard in it. I've never seen a thing like that, it was long and thick, pulsating with violet energy. It was, at the same time, terrible and beautiful. It was, thus they said one another during the surgery, a shard of a dragon bone. It was a relic they've found in the forsaken temple in which their home was. It was powerful, they said, a great conduit for magic. It was the mean with whom they intended to raise me.
After the surgery, when I was still lying on the table, mi chest still open, my heart pumping blood directly into the air, they killed me. They slitted my throat, laughing in triumph.
After that... well, I was dead, like I've said. And I've seen things... gods... No, I won't talk about this. I won't remember.
But, suddenly, a light. I bliked my eyes and I were alive, again... but something was wrong. I felt my heart beating through my chest like I've never felt it before. It was amazing, it was pure power leaking in my veins every second. And only after some seconds I realized that I can think again, after many years of bestiality and madness. I was alive, again, and my mind was back! For the first, and I think the only, time in my life I almost cried in joy!
But there was more. I noticed, as my skin returned sensible, that I was dressed with a big, heavy steel armor, and I had a fabulous sword in my cold hands. It was magnificent. I stared at it for only a moment, before my now conscious mind darted back to the present. I was still in the hide of the necromancers, and they raised me. I was an undead! But I was capable to think, what happened? While I was wondering about these questions, I heard a whisper. And I looked up.
I was in the hall of the temple, standing still on the altar. The necromancers, all of them, were watching me. They were kneeling before me, the Raa'Zared, the unliving champion. I was their self-created simulacrum, a blasphemous god.
One minute passed, then another, and they still was kneeling. And suddenly, I realized that, now, for the first time in many years, in my whole life, I was in control. I was the one with the whip, they were the slaves. I was the master, they were the toys. I grinned, my scarred face tending up. I was truly a god.
And I jumped on the nearest of them. Of course, it was Azius. Destiny's a [censored], isn't she? I cut him in half.
And thus began the slaughter. Not any one of them escaped the rage of their god, I killed them all. And I felt, maybe happy.
Hours later, when the blood on my cuirass and sword was cold and dry, I stopped and thought. I was alone, in the mountains, in a dungeon of necromancers. I didn't know anything of the outside world. But it didn't matter. I was free!
I will spare you the details of my wandering, the light of the sun that burnt my eyes when I looked up outside, the terryfied gazes of the people that saw me. I was a monster, and indeed I still am one.
I couldn't bear their looks, their hate. So, I did what I felt more natural. I killed every living being I posed my eyes on since I left the hide.
And then, the Legion caught me, and I'm here. And tomorrow, I will die, and you will see the death of an undead god.
Enough talking. I'm tired, as someone who can't sleep is. I hope the voices will let me sleep on this last night I have on Nirn. I want all this to end. But they're still talking, like they did since I was reborn. Their voices... the dragons... I can understand them..."
The mer's last words, addressed to the other prisoners, or maybe to no one, were caught by the wind, and were carried away, in some foreign land, maybe in the lands where long forgotten gods wait someone to join them.
And this is the tale of Raa'Zared, the unliving champion, or, as he will be known soon, the Dovahkiin, dragon born.
Yay, it's a me, Raa'Zared, a warlock (mage destruction/warrior), a psychothic undead dunmer! Hope you enjoyed!