Well I hope you do find a job you enjoy, and live a happy life. I sound pessimistic as hell, but I wish you the best in your life.
I am also of the sort who can't bear offices, or factories etc. I was an aspiring tennis player, so I left school aged 15. What life has taught me so far, is that it's about who you know, not what you know. I have no discernible academic skills, yet I was offered a city internship for a private equity firm in London...Purely because I got on well with a guy I taught tennis to and he happened to be the CEO.
I feel strangely invisible (post 8#)

