My behavior has been wrong and purposefully wrong in its direction.

Over the past 4 years I have fought an all out war withmyself trying to justify and unjustify the every moment I see the egoism of humanity backfire and the supposed leaders of civil liberty sweep friends and family into a void that was not really professed to exist.

much blame was put on me, and I felt a duty to at least make sense of whose void it was, and why am I unruly to interpret the existence of it as deserving contemplation by one of my stature.

in intelligence, heart, and mindfulness, I want to extend my gratitude to the mods here, who if are still breathing because of me, have long needed a commendation for their bravery in this day by day struggle towards excellence in gaming.

i didn't fabricate all of what I said in those 4 years. But I did cut myself off from the possibility that others were more adept than me in similar fields or on my most loose-canon of times, simply being more kind to me because their work is personal.

I am but a fragile being. I want you to succeed and so I invite you to receive proof positive criticisms, and that your own ideas are valuable as such, because they invite revision in themselves. for the greater good of the only true Fallout Online, Go gamesas!

HURRAH!