» Sat Mar 09, 2013 4:52 am
My condolences to both of you, wingus and The Tallest, just reading your experiences made me choke in sadness.
I guess I still don't know what really is like to be there when a pet (or a loved one for that matter) passes away, other than something being wrong with me when as a not-so-kid I saw a backswimmer bug I kept in a vase suddenly going limp and me starting to weep a river (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Notonectidae, I'm sure they can reach your emotional side)... I'm still made fun of that to this day, and while it may sound cynic, I find it funny too that the death of an insect afflicted me so deeply.
I have a 16 year old cat who is all bone, skin, and disturbing but otherwise harmless fat tissue lumps. Despite his worn and old appearance he is healthy and active so far, but I know any day from now his final decline will start and just thinking about that is quite painful, so I try to cherish the time I spend with him. I just hope I'll be strong enough to do what must be done when his time comes, just like you.