reading this thread, i want to give you all a hug. and i'm a girl so it's okay.

I'm grumpy.

I can be very lazy and I smoke too much...and I procrastinate in many areas.
I used to have severe depression, then I quit drinking. That helped. A lot.
I don't want to hang out with people in real life. 'Friends' can be a pain in ___ ___.
I get to where I don't want to go anywhere unless I have to. I like being a loner and a veritable hermit.
I have too many hobbies and have never become an expert at anything.
I belong to a couple of clubs, revolving around my hobbies and meetings every month or so is about all the 'social' life I can handle.
Belonging to and participating on these forums is different. I like reading other people's posts and adding comments,
and often constrain myself to the amount of banter I could and would participate in.
I'm constantly concerned if I've said the "wrong thing", and many of my edits are a reflection of that.

However, I find that I'm happier when I focus on what's right in my life.

I'm bipolar, depressed, self-conscious, although in terms of intelligence I have a superiority complex as well as no filter between my brain and my mouth. If I think it, I'll say it, even though I know I shouldn't. I sometimes get in trouble for that, but I usually don't which is nice.

I am the Alpha and the Omega, cower before the ideal build of man!!

Edit: While in Beta though the faults were: I have specs, a squint that's only visible when wearing them too, passive-aggressive, faded to a shadow of my former self, lost confidence in certain fields after some failings, can't absorb useful or relevant knowledge I need to go up in the world, got a serious drought going on, don't like people getting too close but want someone who will, my fitness has dropped, screwed up in school.

I'll pass on naming any more. -- Ohh thats one too, I often stop before finishing.

I don't forget when I've been wronged easily and hold a grudge for a long time. I second guess myself constantly and I wear my heart on my sleeve.

What's wrong with me? I think I'm losing my mind.

Does that lead to everyone scrambling and going crazy in a hunt for the loli, or do they just gaze at you wondering what the word means?

Why don't you try to bee happy every once in a while?

Often times having a hard time with math is more the fault of the teachers than your own. And I am saying this not as someone struggling with math but as someone who has surpassed his older brother who is 9 years older in his college math and help him grasp it on a regular basis. It's really important that math is taught the right way to children and if you were taught the multiplication table then chances are you had a very bad math teacher. I at least would never dream of teaching a child to work with numbers in that manner.

One of the things I would do if I were you is to condition yourself to working with small numbers quickly by making yourself do math even when it's not needed. Basically just play around with numbers when you're not totally focused on something else. For example if you are watching a video then look at the length of the video and try to figure out how many seconds it is, like if a video is 4 minutes and 35 seconds you split the 4 minutes into 240 seconds and add the 35 extra seconds for the total of 275 seconds. Or if you're looking at the clock then add the hours and mintues together, like my clock is telling me it's 19:14 then just something as simple as 19+14 = 33. You're not doing anything important, or doing any sort of grand math or even correct math in some cases, like why would you add hours and minutes together as if they represented the same value ? But you are however making yourself work with numbers and that I think is something that defines a lot of those that eventually become very good at working with basic math. Very much like when you're learning to read you start trying to read every little thing and all of a sudden you're 19 and you realize you're still reading most everything your eyes come across no matter how miniscule they may be. Like no one 'needs' to read "Coca-Cola" when they see a bottle of coke or an advertisemant for it, but you do it anyway out of habit. (Or at least I do...)

So yeah, just play around with math really, no matter how miniscule it is if you see numbers then do something with them, in fact especially if it's miniscule, add them, subtract them, multiply them, split them or whatever, just do basic math a lot.

Now another thing I didn't mention yet that is wrong with me is that I am very picky with food. Like 90% of all food I come across I don't eat while the last 10% is edible to me. To take examples I always order a pizza with just ham on it because I don't eat pineapple, paprika, mushrooms, tomatoes (ketchup is fine but I don't like the vegetable (vote for tomato rights to become fruit!) itself), jalapenos, garlic, onion, black pepper, exotic types of cheese, BBQ souce, olives, and some of the other stuff people put on pizza. Even pepperoni is a little too strong for my toungue but I can force it down if I have to but I don't like it.

So yeah, ham... and that's all... great diversity there...

Yeah me too. I'm a girl also, and I think I'm mostly straight and promise not to cop a feel. Can I join the hugfest?



That's one of the most brutal things about depression. Regardless of other problems the body may have, the brain just says "ah, [censored] it. What does it matter anyway." Which can be a vicious violent downward spiral. It makes me sad and scared that 'normal' people often dont seem to realise just how aggressive and all-consuming a serious case of depression can be.
Have you been to a doctor about any of these worries of yours? I know the depression again, can make it all seem a little pointless, but. Apart from anything the doc may have some advice on how to deal with the depression and will hopefully help you clarify your other stuff?

I'm pale skinned, that's about it. I think Im ugly but people say I'm not so that helps. I used to be overweight when I was in my early teens, but I stopped over-eating and I had a period where I lifted weights for a few months. But I haven't excersized in awhile, I'm a little out of shape but not like I used to be in my early teens.

I see double.

I want a hug!

I'm not good at making new friends at all, I have stuck with the same friends for the past 7 years.
E.g I remeber when I first went into Secondary School(High School) I was put into a different class than my mates which where all in the same class.
I literally couldn't get along with anybody from my class and got into a fair share of fights.


It drives me crazy when I don't complete a game, which causes me to play it even when I don't want to.

I'm a small bit overweight but I'm moving out to my gym next week so every summer I will work out.


I'm really, really bad at Maths and Irish, which is two of the 3 most important subjects here.

I want that, the longer the better, six is good why wouldn't you want that? I'm happy if I last a few minutes.... I find the female body too attractive, I just can't hold back

I suppose other things that are wrong with me is I can be a bit sarcastic and say rude jokes at the most inappropriate times. It also irritates my girlfriend when I stare at other women

I'm a malignant narcissist.

of course you deserve it. *hug*

No, no, no... You don't understand. How old are you? Do you remember Dharma & Greg? Do you remember how Pete shacked up with Heidi Klum, or one of those German-ish models? Remember how often they...?

There is too much of a good thing. Really.


The grass is not greener. It's the same grass. The light's just different.

Yeah, it's being a bit of a pain to shift though. I have my own theories and have discussed it with an expert, may be hormonal, but I'll find out later in the year, I hope.

I don't really want to hijack the thread, but for anyone else's benefit, your advice is really solid: anyone suffering from depression really shouldn't suffer in silence, especially as it is treatable for most people. It's the most insidious of illnesses: I could still live a full and happy life with all the other stuff, but depression, even without anything else, robs a person of all enjoyment. As for me, I'll find a way out of it somehow! I may be a right old misery, but I'm not giving up without a fight.

I have a third nipble.

If anything, I just talk a lot. Especially at work.

I have OCD.

You don't know what it's like, to be me. Women are just too damn beautiful

*hugs back*

TMI.

I forgot to mention I procrastinate alot. I hate that.

Only if she wears Forsworn armor.