I wish I had more balls (not Literaly of course that would .... not work)
I hate that I don't seem to be interested in human "stuff" cause it just make me seem saint like and people don't like that....
what I mean I don't want an expensive car, or a massive vila or a jet or millions of dollars, I don't want slave girls and boys to worship me and I don't want to be famous or feared and not becuase I can't get that stuff (I'm sure I could get a measure if I really worked at at a little more)
I just want a simple life with the people I care for, I don't mind having a few good friends instead of a useless 100+ list on the net and I'm living in comfort on the modest cash I make from my job which I like, I'm writing a book and planning on doing an art gallery, but I'm in no way in a hurry casue I just don't care when I finish

hmmmm....ok I don't hated THAT about myself I just hate that it bother other people I guess

it seems
wow these forums are like therapy
