From the very first moment Skyrim was announced, and I saw those screenshots, I knew I wanted to be more than a passive observer this time. I wanted to add to that world, I wanted to tell stories and generate content, to give other players the enjoyment I'd have over the years from the modding community. Who remembers Oscuro's Oblivion Overhaul? Or Martigen's wonderful creature mods, Textures, Weapons and Armor Oh my!
Release day came and I bought Skyrim within minutes online. Before the end of December I had 380 hours of play under my belt. I loved this game more than I thought I would. That had never happened before, I was taken aback, should I ask it to go steady? maybe just buy it some RAM? But that only made me hungrier for CK and I began to plan the mods and quests I wanted to make...
The day came, I snapped up the creation kit and began to do the tutorials. When the video tuts were released I did them too. and the gods of level design looked down and declared that lo it was good. Anyone who ever played with lego as a kid will agree that learning the kits and snapping them together is a very satisfying process. Suffice to say that in a month, I'm quite savvy with the level design aspect. Using mostly hot keys and shortcuts and putting things together in minutes that initially took me hours. I dabbled as a graphic designer and animator in my youth, so I figured I was well prepared with a background in Photoshop and 3ds Max for re-texturing and and new meshes. (to be honest I have not tried that yet)
But then I got to the meat of the game. The Quests, Oh the stories I had to tell! I was excited at the prospect of introducing a new noble family to Skyrim. To give them a dark history full of misfortune and intrigue. and to weave the Dragonborn into that web with promises of treasure and moral choices.
But from the get go, I could not make anything work. The moment I came up against the slightest piece of logic, or minor script I screeched to a halt and opened the wiki to find it vague and sparse and suddenly I could not find the path to tell my stories. If I wanted to do anything more complex than a fetch quest or dungeon bash, if I wanted to tell a proper story I was going to have to ask for help. Now if you recognize my user name, it's probably because I've been bleating for help almost non stop this month. And to this forum's wonderful credit, I have not been flamed, banned abused or mocked, People have patiently helped, when they were unsure they offered their best guess. Were it not for this forum I would have quit long long ago and for that you have my profound and eternal thanks.
But this is the part I want to talk about. The thing I want to get across (mostly to Bethesda) CK does not feel like a finished program, it feels like a jury rigged dev tool (which is what it is I know, but hang on the point is coming) I'll give you an example in level design. Its useful to be be able to hide things to they don't get in the way while you work on other aspects. But The selection process is dodgy, and seriously, we NEED the ability to invert a selection, so I don't have to select 300 objects to hide so I can work on 30 others. and do I really have to work with textures on all the time? And the gizmo's oh as a max user how I rejoiced when I saw the gizmos. but they're unintuitive and buggy as hell. fine degree of control is not actually their strong point, particularly rotation. If you incorporate a feature, it should be release ready. That's all I'm saying.
What I've mentioned so far is not really the problem. I turned the air blue with profanity, but I got them to work, bent them to my will and created my levels. My problem lies with Papyrus and the Quest design system. Not so much their functionality, well some of it, but mostly it's a case of documentation. The wiki is vague at best and downright lacking at worst. The word wiki does not mean you don't have to adequately document all your functions, packages and terms but rather wait for some long suffering user to do it. It means you create a database that people will learn from and as a result add to. (I have the most horrible feeling one of you is going to post the actual meaning of wiki, but you know what I meant)
For every roadblock I hit, My procedure was this, Head to creation kit wiki, search term, no luck, head to nexus, search term, no luck. head to bethforums, search term, no luck. *sigh* head to YouTube, search term, wade through hundreds of vids that have no bearing on my question. then finally going to post in the aforementioned forums.
So now I need to wait for some kind soul to help. I move on to the next bit, and hit another issue aaannnd repeat. In a month, where spent all my free time with this, I have learned very very little. The concepts and logic behind quests still often eludes me and scripts that work in one esp that fail to work in another confound me. I've managed not to ragequit yet but only just. The thing is, I'm a fairly persistent bastard. and I'm sure there are other people like me with great content and stories to tell, but gave up because the technicalities involved are not adequately documented or explained.
I found myself asking "Is this really the tool you guys used to design the game? Seriously? it cant be identical because things like the navmesh bug exist. so I'm curious about the difference between your CK and ours. If it is the same tool, that goes a long way to explaining some of the bugs in Skyrim's initial release.
So Bethesda in conclusion I'm not asking you to simplify the program or make it less versatile. I'm just asking that you explain it better. more tutorials, more examples more vids and finally, some polish on the features you've incorporated, I read a statement somewhere that one of your marketing guys said you were gearing up to support Skyrim and CK for the next couple of years. If this is true it's great news but only if you continue to improve and refine not just the program, but the learning curve for it.
I'll say it again, this was not an angry post, just my thoughts and feelings towards a game, it's developer and it's community that I want to be a bigger part of.



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