» Sat May 28, 2011 12:11 am
Oh my... Now this is a topic I don't really know the answer to. Not because I've never been angry in my life, but because my anger is slightly... different.
Whenever I am angry, I don't get explosive or destructive. I get very dark, very cold, to the point of an almost nuclear chill. I absolutely TERRIFY people when I am angry, because they fear I might kill them... For good reason. I myself have to wonder sometimes, if I am capable of doing such a thing.
For example, the situation that comes to mind immediately when I hear this topic is a certain... situation that rose with my cousin and I. This is quite a serious situation, so if it's somehow inappropriate for the forum, I'll of course remove it. But, given the talk of severe beatings above, I doubt it.
Several years back, my cousin, Addison, a real nasty piece of work, decided that it would be a good idea to sneak up on me and stab me in the side with a screwdriver. Suddenly finding myself in pain and bleeding, I of course yelled out and scared the kid, prompting him to go running off to try and avoid getting in trouble.
Well, as he took off down the driveway, I regained my feet, grabbed an air rifle that we had resting in our garage, and took it out onto our porch. Our driveway's a rather long, straight shot to a twisting backwoods road, so I had a few seconds to raise the rifle and take steady aim... And I shot him. Rather good shot if I do say so myself too, since he was nearing the end of our driveway - a considerable distance away for an air rifle that had had several years on it - when I pulled the trigger. Especially with my side hurting like a [censored] and bleeding rather heavily.
Needless to say, I got in rather massive trouble - after I got my wound taken care of. I still have a rather nasty scar on my side from it - as did Addison. Nothing too damaging to him, the wound he gave me was far more severe than the wound I gave him, but my cousin no longer looks at me quite the same. I've been told quite consistently how... detached I look when I'm truly angry.
Luckily, I very rarely get into that state. Less and less as time goes on... A bit of emphatic teaching goes a long way, I suppose.