This.

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I'm somewhat agoraphobic, in the sense that I can't stand crowds at all, even small ones, they just make me extremely uncomfortable. It makes even going to the mall or something be a chore. I'm also very quiet and shy, it makes me seem really antisocial. Even around my friends I'm quiet and it svcks because I know I bore people, but I can't help it and it makes it hard to meet and get to know new people; makes me wonder why my friends put up with it so long.

As far as my physical self I'm pretty skinny. 5' 11" and only 135lbs, I constantly get told to eat more but then I'm like have you ever seen me eat!? I'm a pig lol I just don't gain weight for some reason.

I have Bipolar Disorder... also slightly Agrophobic, apart from that I am in perfect health.

Well for one I have the social competence of a ham sandwich who can't relate to others very well for reasons such as the following. My ability for empathy and compassion is a bit shall we say limited if not nonexistent with a cruel twisted sense of humor that many find morbid. I'm under the impression that I have anti-social personality disorder with perhaps a hint of sadism in that I do derive some pleasure from harming others either mentally or physically; of particular note those who I hold in contempt or have earned my ire which doesn't take much. My ability to develop connections with others is alien to me for example the death of a father whose death did not bother me and the funeral itself awkward because of my indifference where I felt the need to pretend otherwise. And I often find myself accompanied by thoughts of wanting to hurt people perhaps a bit too often but as it is I have a good deal of self control over such thoughts and my actions.

Note however that there is some much more positive aspects of myself (which is not the point of the thread) and I do want to improve myself at times but I'm hardly what I would call a paragon of virtue to put it simply.

I take too long to have six.

Yeah, I vomited too.

I am too standoffish and I tend to dwell on the past. I also get anxious a lot.

It's a curse isn't it

Nobody wants that. Things start to chafe, and you get bored, and... Yep, a curse it is.

I'm not good with other people who aren't my close friends and I make jokes taht are only funny to me :/

I am overly critical of most things, people included.

I have extremely poor skin. Not in terms of acne, just very oily, and large pores.

Walk with a slight limp due to a skateboarding accident when I was younger. Also left my right hand somewhat crippled.

I have issues with competition, and when people gloat, it really gets under my skin.

Those are the main things that come to mind.

I have a little bit of OCD. I have improved it over the years, but there are still things that can get me. For example, I cannot let a day go by without cleaning (something) in my house (From doing dishes to vaccuming).

I don't think thats OCD I think that's just keeping the house clean , either that or I also have OCD I never let the house get messy.

18:27 - Exorince: so what's wrong with you?
18:28 - Teehee:3: I'm anolly retentive
18:28 - Teehee:3: oh wait, wrong person
18:28 - Exorince: yeah yeah I'm posting that right now
18:28 - Teehee:3:

She's right though, I am anolly retentive. I have a good eye for detail and it annoys me when things aren't exactly like they are supposed to be.

I also come off as an annoying know-it-all but I always say that's just because most people I meet are really stupid.

You're doin something wrong if you're getting bored

Ohhh no, there are other things I used to do and/or currently do that confirms OCD...

I'm really lazy, i'm the laziest person I know and I put off doing things until the last second. I have also stopped doing so much exercise lately and am now getting out of shape.

Not what I was trying to express, but whatever.

http://stat.rumandmonkey.com/tests/1/6/5261/20798.jpg
That describes me pretty well.
But I also forgive easily.

I have a very strong fascination with technology. Probably bordering on obsessive.


>Click on profile
>Age 100
Don't take too long, you may have a heart attack.

Way too much.


Then how do you live with that shelf of yours?!

I've got http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Latent_inhibition#Low_latent_inhibition




My shelf is exactly like I want it to be.

I don't know what's wrong with me. They say that I'm paranoid but what do they know?

They say that to trick you into trusting them instead of your own instincts. Don't fall for it.