» Thu Jun 14, 2012 11:39 pm
this is the back story to character im planning for an upcoming play through
When I was born I was promised to the dark brotherhood and to be trained as an assassin. For many years I trained till the time came when I had to prove myself worthy. I was sent to kill my first target, an ex-imperial captain who fought in the Great War. He lived in a cabin out in the woods alone; an easy kill. Tracking him like a predator, I searched the forest until the night fell upon it like a cold blanket. Finally, I found him. He was sitting by a fire outside his shack alone: this was it. As I crept close I saw his sad face. He had beaten eyes, looking into the fire as if it were a past lover. I kept creeping, like wolf stalking its prey, stepping ever closer. It was until I was but a few lounges away that he suddenly turned his head in my direction and we locked eyes. I was frozen, not knowing what to do. But his stare was apathetic, as if accepting his fate. So I walked out of the shrubs and knelt before him in stared into his apathetic eyes and whispered “…sorry”. Then I sank my blade into his neck. I laid his body in a respectful position next to the fire, and started to walk away. Thinking my task was done, suddenly I heard a noise come from the cabin. And my eyes were met with two more eyes that mirrored the old soldiers
She stood there staring at me with those eyes, those soul piercing eyes. Her long brown hair lay against her fair white face. She then looked over at the corpse that lay where the man used to be. And by the time she looked back my way I had disappeared from her sight. From behind a tree I watched her as she ran over to the man. She knelt by his body and sobbed for moment realizing that the eyes she had met before were the eyes of his killer. She then stood up with vigor in her body, and shouted towards the forest in pain, and I felt her plea in my soul.
When I returned home, my masters could tell I was not the same young argonian I was when I had left. And they warned me that such feelings were normal after the first kill and that my emotions would fade as my victims grew. I did not want that. It was these very same emotions that made me feel as if I wasn’t simply a monster taking lives at the will of another. Many nights I lost sleep to those eyes, her pain. After many moons past, I came to the conclusion that I could not live this life and I decided that it was time for me to leave. I packed up my few belongings and silently crept out. I was the gate ready to leave this life, and took one more look back. Surprisingly I saw the figure of one of my masters there with his eyes fixed on me. I expected him to try and stop me be as he stared and simply brought his finger to his lips and I nodded back with gratitude. Then I left, never to see this life again.
I went back out into that forest and found the same shack that had changed my life. The same girl was there sitting outside her door by the very same fire that had once burned all those nights before. I took a deep breath and walked into her view, with my head down. I then briefly look up and we caught each other’s gaze. Like a volcano she erupted into anger and she grabbed a woodcutting axe and raised it towards me in self-defense. I took a few more steps to her, and dropped to my knees. She looked surprised, and then I laid out a purple flower for her. Her eyes burning bright, she grasped the handle tighter in her hands and then she ran for my head. I didn’t move accepting my fate, and right before the blade from the axe sliced through my neck, she stopped with it resting against my skin. I looked up at her, and she had tears in her eyes, fury on her face. As I stood up, I grasped her in my arms.
I stayed with her for a while, never letting her too far out of my sights. We would hunt together, as she was well practiced with her bow, not as much as me, but still very skilled. Life was good until one day when we were out hunting and we ran into a group of imperial soldiers. Drunk, loud, and lonely, we could hear them confessing and joking about some of the most disgraceful things they have done. I looked to her, and she at me and we nodded as we decided it was time to go. We turned around ready to leave when we were both over powered and knocked unconscious.
My consciousness faded in and out for the next several days. And each and every night I could hear her cries from the other tents. Each night a different tent, I could hear her weep, and yet the chains that bound me prevented me from doing anything to rescuing her. Every time I gained any sort of consciousness one of the soldiers would stare at me and yell at me asking who I was and if I was a spy for the stormcloaks, or thalmor. And every time I would muster out a “no” but his was not the answer he was after and he would just hit me again and again. And her cries would continue. Finally, one day they pulled me from my tent, and out in the middle of their camp. As I laid there on the ground in pain, blurry vision emaciated, they pulled her out too. They hoisted her up on to a tree stomp and held her down to it. I just laid there on the ground with blurry eyes looking up to her, she looked back at me, with those same beaten eyes, and she stared at me apathy, accepting her fate. Then in one motion the soldier standing above her, too the life away from her. Her limp body falling to the ground, I could do nothing but weep. I was weak. They then lifted me up, and placed me on the stump. As my head laid there on that old dead tree, I felt the same apathy that the old soldier and girl felt. And yet, when I looked up at the soldiers standing above me I felt nothing but anger, pure fiery anger, and it was at this point that I let my bodily urges to live and not accept death take over.
In one quick motion my legs slid out from underneath me and knocked down the man holding me down. I quickly pull out his knife and slash the neck of the headsman. Then turn back to the man on the ground and stab him in the back of the head severing his spine. Then like a dancer I jump over to the two other spectating soldiers and plunged the knife into one’s heart, and the others side. Then I turn my attention to the captain the one who tortured both my body and mind. He stared back at me with terrified eyes, afraid to reach for his sword. All he could do is whisper,” Who are you?” and i replied with a quick slash to his face and a stab to his stomach. And as he lay on the ground clinging to his last breaths, I knelt down to him and whispered, “shhh, go to sithis now.”