» Wed Jun 06, 2012 7:17 pm
This is my first Bethesda game and as far as I can see the entire plot is overwhelmingly slanted towards evil characters and it is virtually impossible to play as a good one. I started out as a merchant fighter with a kind of simple moral code... I will fight to defend myself or in war but not to slaughter innocents for personal gain. I am an honest merchant and I don't want to steal but I will drive a hard bargain. At this point a bunch of Daedra, and a variety of cults and guilds have tried to recruit me, and the vast majority of them want me to kill innocents and steal from honest citizens. I am uncomfortable with both sides in the civil war. All the Daedra want me to sacrifice someone for my personal power. The thieves guild and DB of course are dedicated to immorality, but I try to join the Companions and they turn out to be werewolves; I tried to join the Vigilants of Stendarr and they're not recruiting and actually attack me for some reason (maybe because I accepted some Daedric quests by accident.) So far I have found like 2 quest lines that are really "good"...the quests for Mara and the one for Kynerath...and those are very shallow. I enjoyed the Blades until they demanded I kill Parthunax, and proved themselves no better than the Daedra. I am allowing this character to kill bandits and necromancers and undead without guilt...but as a player I have reservations. I'm the Headmaster of the College of Winterhold; should I really be slaughtering necromancers on sight like some superstitious Nord? Why can't I talk to the ones I encounter? Why can't we negotiate? I'm an Officer in the Imperial Guard and feel its my duty to protect the citizens from bandits, but even armed with a pile of Harmony scrolls and 2 Calmiing staffs, I can't seem to get any of these bandits to every surrender without slaughtering them. I just got a quest from the College of Winterhold to find a book, which is being held by an Argonian treasure-hunter. I can steal it back, or fight for it, but why can't I just tell this Argonian what I want and buy it with my 90 Speechcraft and my unneeded 80,000 septims? Yes, this game is EVIL!