I think I can help.

That's pretty cool actually. In a bad sort of way.. if that makes sense My parents often disregarded when I'd say I didn't feel well and would cart me off to school or shopping with them. I remember I felt really bad one day but they took me to the mall. I had to lay on the bench because I was so nauseous. I vomited three times and the fourth brought blood, then fainted on the bench with a temp of 104 (they bought a thermometer to see if I was faking LOL.) I had food poisoning that was ignored and progressed to a more serious state. Fun times.

@Schmuty: Well I think I posted a photo here at some point, haha. *digs*
Oh, yep. http://i54.tinypic.com/2gwvtrs.jpg
o_O I look so young it's kind of gross. I've always been cursed with the stupid eyes and that .. young..ness. When I visit my father at work they'll say something like "Wow, are you 15 already?!" >.>
@Schmuty again: It does help, yes. I think I'm just going to have to keep "lying" to myself, meaning think the opposite way despite not truly believing in it. I'm hoping that'll work and eventually correct my thinking. Having studying psychology, I've basically tried everything along the way that's considered a universal treatment option. Perhaps it's better just to stick to myself.

@Samildanach: Thank you And it's kind of a nice irony, I think. Perhaps the drive to help your own self as well as others is one of the best ways to go.

I think you look great! Your boyfriend is a lucky man.

:huh: hmy: :dead:



Gotta' agree with Holy on this one, because there really isn't anything else I could say that wouldn't make me sound like a 50 year old creeper.

Sorry Holy. I was wrong.. I feel so ashamed..


:P

In this particular case I don't mind losing.




Yeah okay, achievement unlocked: Sound like a 50 year old creeper.



:P

Yeah there's nothing wrong with your face, I was expecting a deformity or something lol. So have things been getting better at all?

Lol, well considering Holy's younger than me and DD is only a couple days YOUNGER than me, the achievement is still locked. "Sound" is very debatable though.. but you'd have to say something like "The things I'd do to that little girl.." to unlock it, I believe. So you both fail.

Oh well you know. The growths sort of disappeared after some time. :whistling: I am actually in a good mood at the moment despite getting dressed for a doctor appointment. Why? Because I have http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9NiDqTftao on repeat. Damn good series, show, and soundtrack. I also got paid for my part-time early this month so I am a happy camper.

Thanks for everything guys. I realize that this tends to lose discussional value after a while. However I, as well as many other people will always have times like this. Anyone else is free to speak their mind about what's going on with themselves.

edited for moronic typo

I always listen to http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9l8q83kj8M when I'm feeling down. I know this is crap advice, but it seriously helps me.

Challenge accepted. :shifty:

I don't do Achievements. I unlock Trophies. Get on my level, kid.




Oh.. Look at that.. Only a couple days..

So.. Uhm, After that Doctors apointment, you wanna, maybe, grab a bite to eat? :wub:

Trophy Unlocked: Creepin on the Interwebz.

take care, kiddo


nothing to fear of the dark, I know cuz I used to live there...

She's got a boyfriend, it won't work. You know the drill, Drop... You get the chloroform, I find a car with a big enough trunk. :whistling:

You're 15? You're in the depression age as I like to call it :laugh: ... Boy, this was sad *poker face*

She's 21.

Or were you kidding? I don't quite follow.

I guess he was playing on my mentioning of what my father's co-workers tell me. At least I hope so :facepalm:

Thank you andy. I was actually scared you'd write here because everything I have dealt with pretty much pales..

Ah, I understand.

Oh and, I saw what you edited out.

Didn't your mom take away your driving privelages last time I was over? After we told her about our last little.. "Incident"?

Will take my Truck. I think the napkin we used last time might still be good.. If not, A baseball bat to the skull is always a great alternative. :shifty:

Hey, we wouldn't have had to tell her if you didn't drop the last body down the stairs and leave a bloody mess! :facepalm:

No striking, ruins the fun. Napkin is good. Baseball bat is bad.

Alright, look, I told you it wouldn't fit in the doorway! You said "Naww bro, don't worry, will just twist it vertical," and it was all a blur after that.

Probably didn't help that we were both stoned.. :twirl:

Alright, next time, no smoking before the jobs done. Will smoke after as a celebration. :celebrate:

Right. Celebration after the job is done. Got it. You're buying though!

But hey, uhh.. She's kinda.. running away.. Should we do something about that?

:facepalm: Interesting how this thread turned..

Humour is a coping mechanism and is good for one's health? :hehe: