» Sat Jun 02, 2012 10:55 am
*Spoilers*
Saddest thing for me. After doing so much for the companions i started getting really attatched to the lot. And down the road, i starting liking it more and more. But then, the leader asks me to do him a favor. In his old age, he desires to get rid of the wolf blood that has plagued him. And does not wish to die and be trapped in the wilderness as a werewolf to hunt all for eternity. I do the task, and bring the witches heads he required for the ceremony. Usually i would go werewolf on companion quests, but because it was in honor of Kodlak, i did otherwise. I beat the sister witches and returned home to Jorvaskrr. Only to find bodies in the streets.
I first wondered, "Did a dragon attack?", but no, to my horror, it was the silverhand. The cursed warriors of the silverhand lay scattered around. Aela stood triumphant over them, and i thought "wow nice going!". But it soon changed. I came inside and found Kodlak laying bear chested and dead. Companions gathered around him. I felt that i failed. That maybe, if i had responded some other way to being a werewolf myself, this wouldnt of happend. But i pressed on.
Later, after his burial, i was tasked to fetch a personal fragment of the legendary axe, that Kodlak kept. So as i went to retreive it, i found his diary. In it was his records and thoughts of me. How he saw him and myself in his dream, fighting side by side and taking down the werewolves. And we both were free to go to sovengard. I saw how much hope he had to go to the glorious place of his ancestors. And now, he was unable to.
I felt like "this svcks". I finished up that night and went to bed thinking Kodlak deserved better.
The next night, i returned, finding that vengeance would indeed be done in honor of Kodlak. In this quest, like the past one, i rebuked my werewolf blood, in honor of my fallen brother. After such we finally figured out how to free him.
And when i finally slew Kodlaks wolf spirit, and knew he was free to go to Sovengard, that was one of the best feelings ever.