Then I did the unthinkable: One evening I loaded in Morrowind GOTY with the overhaul version 2, added a bit of Tamriel Revised, spiced it up with Galsiah and got a glass of red wine. Basically I wanted to prove to myself, that the "nostalgic Morrowind spammers" are wrong.
I hate to say it friends, but after 50 hours with Morrowind (and a couple of bottles of shiraz) its perfectly clear. I am about 100 times more motivated. I'm glued to my screen, wanting to do just one more quest, move up a level with the Imperials, up my gear by just a couple of notches, read another book, try once more to find that damb ancestral tomb, etc etc.
I am not nostalgic, I never played Morrowind before. As high as my motivation was to start Skyrim, as low were my expectations about opening up a game from 2002. But, I have to tell you, its incredibly clear to me that Morrowind has a gigantic amount more contenct, more depth and more immersion.
I can't fully describe the difference... many of you have tried. All I can say is that the "perfectest game" called Skyrim just got parket for a few months. I am absolutely convinced, that some of the ingenious modders will maneuvre Skyrim in such a way that it captures me like Morrowind. At that point, I will be the first one to jump back in, enjoy the incredible world Beth created and finally play Skyrim with a fervor that it deserves. Until then I'm spending my nights digging around Vivec, grinding the Redorans, swimming across to Tamriel and keeping pages of hand notes to try and make sense of the incredible world of Morrowind.
Maybe Morrowind isn't for everyone. I'm glad so many people love Skyrim. But..somehow I just had to tell you all about my story, because its unbelievably clear to me that for me, Morrowing ties me down 100 times more than Skyrim.
I'm interested if others tried this. Not the ones who "went back" to Morrowind. The ones like me who accidentally stumbled on this old game, just to prove that Skyrim is better. The ones who learned a hard and unfortunate lessen, that Skyrim is miles away from the capturing depth of Morrowind.
To me, its proven that its not nostalgia. Maybe my story will motivate someone else to take the plunge back to 2002.
Thanks for listening to my tale.
Sham.





