» Fri May 27, 2011 11:27 pm
First off this has no intention as coming across mean, as that isn't the point.
I understand it's a disorder, but if you keep seeing yourself as better than everyone else and everyone else as lower than you nothing is going to change. Everyone has their flaws, and you can't create a perfect friend in your mind because no one will ever live up to that standard. There's no sense in me coming in here and patting you on the back and saying everything is going to turn out okay, because it isn't. The world isn't suddenly going to say "let's give this guy/gal a break", people aren't going to be friends with someone who thinks their better than them and expresses it or someone who doesn't talk to them, both are generally a big put off. So your basically down to two decisions, either change how you act or keep going down the path you are headed. Some people aren't people person's and that's fine, but it seems to me like you know which one of the two you want to be, and came here for reassurance that you don't actually need to work at it.
Anyway, good luck, with whatever you decide.