» Thu Jun 07, 2012 1:28 am
i gave Paar big points for being a cool ass dragon with a cool voice, and saw that hey this dragon has changed, hes not trying to be a dominating dragon and been here in isolation for godknows how many thousands of years. So on my first toon i said screw you to delphie and was really pissed off at her and the blades for wanting me to kill the one dragon that has helped me, then i beat the game. I was having some doubts creeping up by soem of the things that ol paar had said but it really hit home when right after i had defeated Alduin, ol meditating trying to suppress his primal urges goes off and is gonna try to dominate the dragons with the righteousness fo his thuum. Now i remember that the rules for the way of the voice do not apply or is even thought to apply to dragons or dragonborn, so what does the teaching leave us? Its meditating on dragonwords, which to dragons makes the word thus themselves even stronger, plus hes no longer on the mountain top because the only reason why he was up there was to be at that spot when mortals come to learn how to defeat Alduin. Here i was pissed off at the blades for trying to use me, when afterwards ol Paar was doign the same to me. In the MQ i learnt that the dragons didnt rise up against Alduin wasnt because of the mortals plight but it was that Alduin was trying to rule instead of doing what he was created to do, and that was to destroy the world. Now that Alduin is dead, Paar isnt just kicking back and taking it easy now that the mortal's danger is over, no hes off trying to take Alduin's place. And seeing how the dragons themselves could not even stand up to Alduin because they couldnt even harm them, Paar stays at the mountain top because he knows that a mortal with an elder scroll will be able to go back and learn the weapon, to take out his advasary. It dawned on me why Alduin was cool with me and helping me out, i was the only one who could take down Alduin so why wouldnt he try to giev me all the info and be civil with me and such, we have the same goal but for different reasons. At the end i saw no examples on how paar was a changed dragon, he off dominating the other dragons now that hes foe is gone and has no reason to stay at the mountain top, so basically his days of suppressing his desire to dominate is gone.
paar to me was played out as a charector who shares the same goals with me but for different reasons, and because of those different reasons we will be destined to clash in the future. It worried me that paar is off building an army, whats the dragon army for? Is it so that i gangrushed by tons of dragons if we clash or is he taking this time since im mortal and hes immortal to build and plan? or hell just build, but gathering a bunch of dragons under one order plus having mortals atkign them if found...well the dragons will retailiate........eh there so much that could go wrong from letting him live, its more along the lines that im performing a preemptive action to get rid of the chance of something liek that happeninng. hell with no dragons around when Alduin comes back, theres no one for him to rule over and even if theresa dragonborn theres no dragonsouls so Alduin will basically be able to do his job without any distractions on his or the mortals end.